AHHHHHH! College isn't school, it's actually a big scary monster that looms in my distant future. I haven't even begun being a senior in high school and I'm already freaking out.

I haven't taken my SAT yet and I need to prepare for that. The math section makes me really nervous and I don't know if I can do it. My grades are less than excellent. I only have a 2.6 and that is so not what calleges are looking for. I'm not even sure that I can get into the school of my choice.

PLUUUS! AP! AHHHHHHH! I don't know my scores for my last AP test and I now have another AP class that I have signed up for. I really love English but it is so hard for me. I want to be an English major but I'm not sure if I make the cut or not.

I don't know if it's a lack of self-confidence or if I really am so not ready for college. I have motivation issues and I really think that is going to come around a bite me like a mad raccoon. And I don't have a college-proof oven mitt.*

Thank you for reading my terrifiedness. Oh, justg0ttasing, WRITE YOUR PART!

*SWR is the only one that will understand that.